and then ...

Life itself is already risky.Life always ends at death.Risk with consciousness and without never bring the same result.
Don't say you have no regrets. Sometimes, we have regrets after time goes by
and later on we found out that what we had ever done in the past were totally stupid and insane,
and we would never wish those we loved step into that river of shit as we used to do so. P
eople keep asking me out at night, and I always say no.
I don't have any ideas why I 'm supposed to getting drunk sometimes and then the problems stay.
I don't think that getting drunk would lead to somewhere that bring life to the best, on the other hand,
it makes your life worse. If alcohol is good, it should be included somewhere in Maslow's hierarchy or in what the Lord Buddha ever suggested.
If that is the clever ways of solving any fucking gosh damn problems, consciousness would be really nothing.
I am not a god or any saint, and I have never wished myself to be so.
I am just living and experiencing what life may bring, not only through what life has treated me, but also the way the others live,
their ways of solving their so-called problems. Life itself is not easy. It will never be.
If we have to blame on anyone, we should blame it on ourselves not being conscious enough to solve all the things we should have done.





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