cannot.deny

I cannot deny that I miss sleeping next to him so bad.
I cannot deny that I'm this sad because I hate when we are apart.
I cannot deny that I don't wanna be far from him.


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But nothing I can do.
I cannot follow him as last 2 times.
I cannot go just to be with him and leave all thing behind.
I cannot let anyone down.
Let say that I don't want to let anyone down.
Maybe I dare to suffer in distance , rather than hurting people whom I love.